Today is our traditional seminar that took place in saturday every two weeks. Mr Lu give us a speech about progress in science in the last two weeks as usual.

The first breakthrough was made by SKorea scientist they cloned two cute luminescent cats that can be seen even in complete dark after they be explosed in ultraviolet rays.   This was not only a interesting science achivement but also told us the  real scientific strength of  the South Korea. Especially after the attack of hwang woo-suk. They still at the head of the domain of biology.

This kind of semiar is very useful but seems no use to me . Because I no longer have interesting in this profession any more. 

Ten years ago when I firstlly contact the biology in middle school. I was told that the 21 century wil be the century of biology. That's why I chosen biology as my major in university but  I finally found biology still only a protential sceience even the 21 century have been a fact. 

I still have interesting in this science but still have not any contribution after two years I have entrenced this key lab. I am a loser here which have already deeply harm my  self-respect. So I don't know If I should go on walking on this path or make for a change of occupation.

That is a dilemma.